I want to talk about this totally adorable guy right now as I  chow on my peanut m&m's... So today he gave me this hug from behind because I was sitting in a chair and he came up behind me =]  Psh... off the market, whatever. Lol, oh gosh, I can never deny how much I love guys, I really do. Well, very particular guys any way. At least I'm still on the same guy as I was when I got here, I don't exactly hop around on little crushes. I find one and I like him and that's it.

So any way, Armando has the freaking nerve to text me tonight and be like omg we totally have to hang out for sure, blah, blah, blah. I'm like yeah whatever, I didn't respond.

Haha, I was doing Becca's hair tonight and she insisted on doing this one thing that I told her was so not gonna work but she had me try it any way and let me tell you, her hair did not come out anything like she expected. It is really funny, she now has hair kinda like the lead singer of Paramore. Ahhh I love it dude.

So um side note: I know you don't want to know but I have cramps that hurt like a muther... really. An abusive mother, that uses sharp torturing weapons... and makes you take strong antibiotics on an empty stomach... and whatever else is incredibly painful.

I'm gaining weight and that makes me happy. I want to have lunch with Jin, Jason, and  Melissa tomorrow. I love them, they are all awesome =]

Ew, I have to get up in about five hours... I should be sleeping. I don't know why I'm not. I got no sleep last night, I did not take a nap today. I worked out twice and worked and played ping pong. I should be dead asleep right now dude. I don't know why I worked out twice today. I worked out after work and then Tiff asked me to go with her tonight and I was like oh sure and did my entire work out routine again and I even added more weight to my workouts. Jordan is so adorable, he was asking me if I'm trying to get buff or something =p John is an awesome guy, he's really nice. Andre, oh my Andre. My mother is still absolutely convinced that he has a thing for me... whatever. He and I played ping pong for a while today, chilled, talked, the usual. I really do love having a job. It makes me so much happier. I dunno maybe just more stuff this semester is making me happier. Jay was commenting again on my excessive happiness lately. I dunno what it is, I'm just happier and I feel better and I am doing stuff and I'm just happy. I talk to a whole lot less people than I did last semester but I'm still just happy. I almost got my nose pierced the other day. Then I figured that I really don't feel like spending the money for another hole in my face. I've already had my lip pierced so many times and my eyebrow and my nose and I just don't feel like doing anything else right now. I'm trying to be good and save up my money. Me and Andre were looking into this one missions trip today and it's $3,000 it's for like 8 weeks but that is still so much. I really want to go but I'm already heading towards Thailand or Japan. I dunno, wherever God leads me to be. I love being a Christian. I don't think I've ever said that, but I do love it. It gives so much more meaning and purpose to your life. I mean, call Christianity a crutch if you want, just some hope for something more. But you know what, I don't see what the purpose to life would be without that bit of hope for a purpose from God. Living to die? What sort of idea is that? That's depressing and entirely un-motivating to me. Having a mission and purpose from God for my life and then having something to look forward to even after my earthly life is over, now that's something that is just so amazing to think about. I mean when you deny God and the whole higher purpose thing, you're basically saying to yourself "ok I'm here, I'm worthless, useless and there is no reason for my being so I might as well just die now because it really wouldn't matter either way" in a nutshell, that's it. Depressing.

So yeah, I'm in a really good mood lately. Dude, Ricky has the most adorable face I have ever seen at PBA! I'm such a girl.

I'm going to sleep now, for real.

 So I'm at work, I shouldn't really be on lj right now but whatever, I have nothing better to do and I want to talk about boys =p

 So this girl Lauren Cox was on the treadmill a minute ago and let me tell you, she's not a large girl but she makes the whole freaking floor shake when she runs. Anyway, Mr. Rodriguez is totally adorable!!! My mother is convinced that I'm gonna get something from somebody for valentine's day... I'm just like whatever, I don't expect anything. 

I'm one of only five people that remembered my ex fiance's birthday the other day... sad. But it's because he treats people, including his friends, like crap and so nobody cares enough to remember. Dude, I dunno. I'm just really bored. I wish Ricky would come up here and entertain me or something lol =D   

Haha Becca just came in wearing my pants that I've been wearing all day through my dance classes and in the rain and everything, I think I even worked out in them yestErday. She just picked them up off my floor =p She's like yes, Christina's sweat all the way!! This one guy I think his name is Ryan Cotton with Eric Shippy, he's really cute. Tiff, Casey and Lindsey are in here too. Eric is so funny dude, wow. Oh so tonight... haha Becca just about fell off the treadmill... yeah so tonight Steve gave me the longest two hugs ever. Funny stuff man... 

Ahhhhh, I'm in a good mood =] Dude two more awesome guys just showed up, Jonathan Sawyer and Nick Koinis. Haha I am such a freaking girl! Haha, oh my, but yeah I only have one main squeeze ; ) Nick is doing these crazy lunges towards me. Dude the more I look at him the hotter this Ryan kid is getting lol. Ahhhh M__ he is just a hottie. Dude my hormones are raging because I am soooo loving guys right now. Oh goodness me... My mom just called me and then everyone and their brother started talking to me and asking me for stuff. It's a good thing I never go any farther than just check guys out, I swear. I'm so glad it takes a lot of extra somethings for me to actually consider dating a guy!

Thank God no working out today. I think I just need to stretch tonight when I get home from work. Dude this guy is adorable... really. Oh my, I need to focus on my job now.